Newest Poetry IV

MY DAYS AND NIGHTS..
Sometimes the pain of missing you
Wakes me up at night
An empty feeling takes over me
And nothing feels right

I begin to wonder
If you know just how I feel
How you've changed my life
With your love so real

Of how you make my world
A better place to be
Nothing could ever change
What you mean to me

Of how my days are long
And lonely without you
There's no place I rather be
Than next to you

Of how my nights are endless
Filled with needs and pain
The need to be with you
And hear your voice again.

There are whispers in my heart
That cries for you each day
I wish that you were here
And not so far away

At times I feel a pain
That chokes me up inside
Tears keeps falling down my face
I feel like I would die

Die without you as the days goes by
Right in front of me
I miss you every moment
I need you here with me

These whispers in my heart
Can only mend my pain
For a moment at a time
But then it goes away.

I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch

There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by

If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile

To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me take
all the pain away

If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you

Too often we dont realize what we have until it's gone. Too often we wait too late to say Im sorry I was wrong.


Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts. and allow stupid things to tear our lives apart.

Far too many times we let unimportant things get in our mind and by then its usually too late to see what made us blind.

So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you. Take the time to say the words before your time is through.

Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got, and be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.


CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE....
After so many years I got the courage to call
when I heard your voice I felt like I hit a wall,
so many things I wanted to say, the whats and whys
the way I've felt and things I've held inside,
but it just didnt turn out that way.
We talked about our lives throughout the years,
and it took all I had to hold back the tears.
I dont think you ever knew how much you really meant to me
Was it something I said? Was it something I did? that could of made you see.
Too many years have gone and past, you're happy now,
so who am I to involve myself in your happiness anyhow.
We never really got the chance to say Goodbye
so here we are again knowing that this is the end
as I walk away never to see you again.
I want you to be happy, you deserve so much
to feel beauty, passion and a loving touch.
With you I hid so many secrets of my past
but never wanted pity or hatred
because I was afraid then, it wouldnt last,
Still have held those secrets and told no-ones ears
maybe thats whats tore me apart through so many years.
I do wish you happiness and a future so bright
that you'll always be kind at heart like you was with me.
and know Love the way its supposed to be.
I'll always remember you and never will forget
with memories of great freindships
that started the day we met.

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.....

When Tomorrow starts without me
I wish so much you wouldnt cry
Dont let the sun rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me.
I know how much you love me
as much as I love all of you
and each time that you think of me
just know I miss you too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
I thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
I thought of all the joy you brought to me
and all the fun we had.
I know it will be lonley
and the pain is very real
For if it was the other way
I know how I would feel,
Please try to find happiness
while living out your life long days
I know it wont be easy
but know you'll find a way.
So when tomorrow starts without me
Dont think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'll be right there in your heart.

EYES WIDE OPEN

I've been in such a Dark place for so long
trying to find my way out, has made me strong.
I've opened my eyes to the World around me
and come to find How everythings changed,
it gives me mixed feelings and makes me feel strange.
I've dwelled on my past, and now I'm trying to break free,
All I ever wanted was just to be me.
I've spent sometime alone to think about a lot of things,
To open my eyes and to let my Heart sing.
Caring and Love makes me feel so good inside,
Cant believe I've kept it all hid
all those lonely nights and cried.
I now wonder how I made it so long living in the past,
But now that I see what a wonderful place this world can be,
I Forever want these Days to last!